How My Weekend Ended...

I guess it is technically morning, but I haven't slept yet, so it's Sunday to me. As y'all know, the majority of this weekend was a shitshow and I really didn't think I was going to get out of the funk I was in.  Stressing about my home, my kids, my friends, mi amor among others... somehow forgetting that I must also take care of myself.

In the midst of my meltdown, I hurt soooooo many people that I don't think an apology is will be suffice... I KNOW all those who love me have told me they accept my apology and understand what set me off; but to me, that is not an excuse for shitty behaviour. I am ALWAYS preaching how mental health is not an excuse for doing bad things, so I, too, must take accountability for my "stupidness".

Well enough with the negative stuff...

Tonight was a decent night. My pain level was tolerable, to the point that I didn't even require any medications, nor RSO (although I am completely out of RSO at the moment). I swear by the stuff. As you all know, I am notinto drugs, drinking nor alcohol at all; unless, of course it is a full bottle of silver Patron... I will chug that whole bottle back, or homemade moonshine, with my own lil twist in it... I like to add a couple green apple jolly ranchers into the shine and let it sit for about a month... then drink it.

Geez I am getting off topic, as per usual...

I had a rather enjoyable night having some good banter with someone who knows when I am being a brat and when I need to be "kept in line".... yah, yah... all you yahoos who think that old school is wrong and this new age BS is the way to be, can suck my lady balls. I don't care what decade nor century it is... I will ALWAYS believe the man is the head of the household. That doesn't mean that us, women who agree with it, are slaves or being treated horribly by our men; to me, it means, that he has the final say. 

Albeit, I think a man should sit and listen to the woman's reasoning and then make an informed decision. I don't care if you agree with me or not, but this world went to crap when women decided they were equal to men... this simply isn't true. Women are capable of things men would never be able to tolerate, and the same goes vice versa.  

Our world went wrong when mothers stopped being home for their children and let everyone else raise their kids. Its time like these that I wish we were back in the 60s, 70s and 80s... I can't even say I can pray for these newer generations because they will find offense in anything I have to say. Today's society is filled with p*ssy and wimps for this exact reason, they have no clue what it is to do even a tenth of the stuff we did.

I don't know what is wrong with this world, but I can tell you right now.... none of this is MY world. Bring back times when people stopped getting offended over childish things. Let's get back to the world where if a person is being dumb and harming another, that we serve them with a taste of their own medicine, instead of picking up your phone to record the event and stand by with someone is helplessly being hurt.

Anyways, these are just some of the things popping up on my head tonight and felt I needed to share them with you. PS. I had a great time tonight... Thank you!!!

Have a blessed one Lovies

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