Sit Down, Shut Up and LIsten Up...

 Good morning y'all. It has been a few days since my last confession... LOL Just kidding, I don't need to confess anything to anyone because I don't owe anyone an explanation about who I am, what I am or who the fuck you are to me. I will get to the point of why I am saying all this as soon as I get this part out of my system... some people over the past few days have really pissed me the fuck off and I am about to blast each and every one of them. You don't want to be on blast??? Than maybe you should learn to keep your pie hole shut because I am not going to sugar coat shit just to appease your fragility.

First, someone commented on the situation that had happened in my home the other day and I got a few choice words for you, you dumb fuck. This is MY fucking house and I will never allow a fucking man hit me, spit on me, nor ever disrespect me. You want to beat on your wife, which we all know is a fkn fact... so how about come at a woman like me and see what the fuck you're gonna do. Boys like you have no fucking balls to stand up to a woman who will talk back and not accept your disrespect!!! We have names for people like you, but I am choosing not to use them.

Second, do NOT comment on a situation you know nothing about. Even if you have heard one half of the story, there are always three sides... just like a coin (and if you don't understand how a coin had 3 sides, than you may as well get the fuck off my blog because you don't have the brain capacity to even be reading this stuff).

Next, let's go to how happy I am that I had a chance to speak with someone who I considered a good friend and we kinda worked the issues out. This makes me unbelievably happy because she is a great person and a blast to be around. Anyways, I am just putting it out there that sometimes issues arise and people end up not speaking to each other, but neither one really understands why. Just know that the Cesars and good times will be back in full swing soon... 

I am going to end this blurb as I have a few things that need to be said and not just heard but listened to, too.

This month, this time of year is absolutely brutal for a lot of people, far more this year than ever. I don't think I really know anyone who is truly into the spirit of Christmas. I am seeing people who are hitting depths of depression I have never seen before, and this is includingme. I have my xmas tree up, but I don't turn on the lights... in fact, I can't even stand looking at the thing. I have no desire to see the next few weeks. If I had my way I would just go from November to February. 

To be honest, had it not been for a friend telling me, I didn't even realize that xmas is in 3 days. As it stands, I don't have family to see nor talk to... as per usual, so not saying that out of sympathy; just stating facts. I will be spending xmas with friends who are some of the people I consider my family. It will obviously be a much better time, as its not about religion. No one gives a shit what your beliefs are; to me, this is about being with loved ones and simply enjoying each other's company... Hopefully next year, I will be in a better position, physically and mentally... that is pretty much the only gift I would like for this Yuletide/Christmas.

So please be kind to everyone you are seeing or talking to these days... check on your friends. Just simply be there for your loved ones... if they need to rant, rave, cry or just laugh, be there for them, please. Its all I am asking for this season.

Stay blessed my lovies.

ps. Never ask me questions about certain things. I will forever say I don't know anyone. I never seen nor heard anything... That's the reality and if you don't like that... STUGATS!!!