Wrong Side of Heaven - Righteous Side of Hell!!!

 

I don't even know where to begin with this blurb because I have so much running through my mind. Bear with me, as I find that writing is my therapy and a great (safe for others), way of me getting out all the shyt that is happening in and around my life.

Some days, I feel like I could be going through a mid-life crisis as I can't decide which way is right, or left, or wrong anymore. Its either that, or someone placed a curse on me... and if that is the case... CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!!!

Anyone who knows me, knows I am NOT a saint, nor do I pretend to be. I am as much of a fk up as anyone else in this world... I just tend to do it on a grander stage, LOL

Well, I am kinda getting off course with all this crap...

I was presented with an interesting question... "Where do you see yourself in 5 years?" Now, I am not one of those people who wants riches or to have the most expensive, newest toys (other than a Harley - a girl can dream). My answer has always remained the same. I would like to continue to be a writer, hopefully publish a few books, be a good "housewife" and just live out in the country. My ultimate dream has always been to settle down and live out in Temagami, Ontario, although getting a taste of living down East, has given me more options. 

The only thing that I am unclear of, is whether I want to share that life with someone, or continue to enjoy my solitude and life without "labels". I mean, we all need some form of human companionship, but my life has taught me that being anymore than having a great friend to get freaky with, is nothing but drama and bullshit. Us women are slut shamed for what I am saying, but it is the truth. We are allowed to be as sexual as men without having to put up with the name calling....

Just stating facts!!! As I have stated at the beginning of this blurb... I am on the wrong side of heaven and on the righteous side of hell; and I am perfectly fine being exactly where I am... and your opinion of me, is not my business, nor my concern.

Have a great day lovies... I got a doozy of a blurb coming up next.

MLLH&R

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