I Said I Wouldn't, But FK It!!!

 

I had kept saying to myself that I was not going to respond to what is being thrown at me, but today, I honestly feel like I need to get down in the mud and fling that shyt right back. I am not going to go into excessive detail because I will never and have never felt the need to explain my side of anything... those who know me, know me; as for the rest, I couldn't give a rat's ass what your opinon of me is... you're insignificant to me and my life so as per usual... YOUR OPINION OF ME IS NOT MY BUSINESS!!!

I, in general, feel that if you want to come at me, have at it; but don't ever hurt my loved ones because I have zero problem of doing what needs to be done... and if it came to it, I'd be smiling in my mug shot (Just saying).

Without further adieu, I am just going to jump into the subject at hand... hope you're ready!!!

This is one of the few times that I will not accept what is happening to me. The disrespect itself is leaving a brutally nasty taste in my mouth and I promised myself I wouldn't allow that, along with I will never let anyone put their hands on me in anger, ever again. Well, the physical part has been taken care of... I hope your head still feels it banging on the concrete wall. You know exactly who you are!!!

Next, the level of disrespect is boggling my mind. The slander and defamation of character is so insane right now, that I have to write about it. 

Let's start with the fact that you are literally telling complete strangers bullshit, and I am just sitting back because you're making yourself look stupid. I am not going to explain everything, but let's just say, I don't have to say a word about either one of you because you guys can't even keep your lies straight. I actually giggled at the messages you were sending people because they see right through you both.

I literally laughed out loud at them because I bet you guys were counting on me breaking down and crashing, from the utter bullshit and drama you brought into my life... So I hope you are able to sit back and watch as I rise like the phoenix I am. I hope you stew in your own misery and selfish, ungrateful stupidness. 

Don't worry, that punch in the head (I can obviously write about this and openly say I did it, because you're a rat, who claims to be this gangster, called the cops on me... and what happened??? NOTHING!!!) was just a preview of what karma and the universe with do to you both. My hands are clean. My heart is pure. I will NEVER stop loving people just because there are such fktards, like you guys in the world. The only thing you have proven is how foolish you are.

Anyways, I have gotten that off my chest and truly hope you are sitting at the sidelines when I keep rising, with true friends and true family... blood doesn't make you related (THANK GOD), loyalty, respect, honour and love makes famILY. I hope one day that you DO grow up and reap the seeds of whatever you have sown (Not just to me)... ENJOY!!!

Stay safe. Stay warm. Be well. Be loved. Blessed be my Lovies.

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