Is This Month Over Yet???

 

Page 27 of 366. Good Morning all you lovely souls. As you can see, page 26 is another blank page in my life. I really got into my head at some points, but thankfully I have some awesome people in my life who I hung out with at various times throughout the day. I know I say "thank you" quite often, but I always feel that word is't suffice for actually how grateful I am. 

As I have written before, January 26th is my beloved Uncle's death date. This year it hit me much harder than others because as I have stated, his wife, passed away only 10 days before, this year... I admit I have been having an almost impossible time processing all of this.

I can say, I did better than expected, but the real test will be on MOnday the 29th of January. I do have to mention a person who is fairly new in my life; we met while we both were facing difficult circumstances and formed a bond immediately. I won't mention names, but she knows who she is. She has brought a light into my life that I thought was gone forever. Not only is she a beautiful, strong and smart soul; she is all around a great person who is often misunderstood. She has blessed me and doesn't even realize how much what she has done and continues to do, has given me purpose again.

I guess it's time to mention that I now have a couple more family members to add into my life. Nooooo, not a new guy (I got one of those), but I got two kittens. They are an absolute delight. I have a grey tabby female who fittingly I named "Karma Justice" and I have a tuxedo male who was born on Samhain (Halloween), so he has been named "Draco Zombie". They have already bonded and act like brother and sister; both have given me such peace, purring and both are super cuddly. 

Anyways, what I wanted to write about is how difficult this month is for most people and I want to give them all hugs and remind them that they are needed and wanted. There is nothing in this world that cannot be conquered; trust the universe and things will always work out... one way, or another. It may not seem like that right now, but you all are warriors in your own way, and will get through this too.

I feel that maybe we should just rearrange the calendar and just go from November 30th to February 1st.  Decemeber and January are just months that push everyone to their limits and we all seem to lose our shyt. I know I certainly did. I don't want to jinx anything, but it feels like I am going upwards... let's just hope this journey stays this way.

I hope you all have a blessed day. Stay safe. Stay warm. Be well. Be loved.