Not Interested!!!

Page 25 of 366. Hi everyone. I know I am a bit late writing this, but it has been an exhausting few days. For the most part, I have been able to keep my shyt together, and reach out to my loved ones when I am dealing with tough moments, so YES, I am working on the coping mechanisms I was learning in therapy.

I don't want to jinx it, but it feels like each day I face, I am a bit stronger... But don't get me wrong, there have been some pretty hefty "knock down" moments that have triggered me in ways I didn't think I could cope with... BUT HERE I AM!!!

It could be the fact that I got some beautiful, loving new companions that are able to soften the blow of even the worst kind. 

I do continue to hear things certain people are saying about me, but I continue to rise above it; because it is literally their words and actions that speak for themselves. Currently they can't even keep their lies straight and I have zero interest in telling my side of the story because frankly, I don't have to. Those who know me, know what is the truth and what isn't... I don't need to explain nor justify my life. Again, those who know me, know the BS being spewed is that of people who can't handle their own misery and try to drag me with them... sorry, I have no interest in this game, so have at it.

Have a great night lovies. Stay safe. Stay warm. Be well. Be blessed. Much love to all you beautiful souls!!!

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