Not to be Contrite With

 

Page 36 of 366... Good Morning everyone. I hope you all had a blessed weekend, or at least one that had some joy in it. I honestly cannot complain. I had a rough weekend physically but I was in a fairly decent mood, for someone who can't move her left side very well... Trust when I say that writing this is quite the feat right now.

I don't have a lot of memories of the past week, although I distinctly recall seeing my family doctor on Friday. I had pointed out to him that I had a pinched nerve on my left side. He was going to offer me some type of medication that MAY help with it, but since I already have such a disdain for any type of pills; we opted out of that. 

However, I am in so much pain, I am almost ready to call him and ask for them; although I have been told that there is nothing really, other than time, that will heal this... if it can actually be healed. In the meantime, I am using salonpas with lidocaine and taking robaxacet to try to dull the pain... unfortunately, it seems to be a futile effort. Do any of you have any suggestions to help with this? It is literally going from my fingers up my arm, through my neck, shoulder and down my back. When I say, I have never felt a pain this intense... that is saying A LOT!!! 

Anyways, I am not here to bitch about my medical problems. I am just sending out a warning to certain people, whose names will remain silent. I have had people snap on me for telling them how things are.... and their behaviour and "woe is me" mentality is tiresome. Something I have been teaching myself, thanks to those around me who love me. I have it bad some days, but in all honesty, it could be a whole lot worse. This person was whining and whining about things they have done and continue to do, inspite of people repeatedly warning them about the people they associate with; and how it is their own fault for continuing to financially support someone who has been nothing but a pain and ruin to them. 

Yes, I feel like I can be preaching to myself here BUT I don't need to. I have tightened up my purse strings and have been cutting people out of my life... either silently or telling them. Regardless, I am trying to improve my life and surroundings; one step at a time... one baby step, but all the same, a step.

As the title says, I am not one to be contrite with. I am no longer accepting charity cases. I am not here to help people who are unwilling to help themselves. I have my tribe and those who I will do anything to help and protect; just as they have done with me (and continue to do). I have been cutting seats out from my table, as I feel there are some there who do not belong there... I am not about to reveal their names, but they will soon discover who they are... Their actions are unbecoming of my tribe and they will not be accepted by any of us. I have obviously touched on this subject before; and will continue to preach it. We may all come from different walks of life, but certain things are a huge no-no. 

Abuse in any way, shape or form will not be tolerated. I, for now, am simply sitting back and observing all that is happening around the table, and frankly some of the actions are not ones that belong in this tribe, nor any tribe... I DO hope they see the error in their ways, before they lose everything; but alas, this is not my decision to make. 

A long story short right there... I wish nothing but happiness and peace to all of you. I hope that all your woes will be solved and ease your minds and souls. Stay safe. Stay warm. Be well. Be blessed. Much love to all my Lovies :)

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