Two Pages Left in Chapter Two

 

Hi y'all. Yes, I am back for another entry. I am writing this one out of gratitude... Yes, I know, I sure feel I am being thankful a lot more lately; and why shouldn't I be???

I know the world outside continues to go to shit, but I am trying to put that on the back burner until we, wolves are called upon to help correct this insanely corrupt world... until then, I sit here and share my life stories and experiences.

I want to start off with the fact that my second chapter has been much better than the first one, of this new book...

I have a stronger bond with my beloved than ever before. I guess that all comes with growing and building together, no? I have gained a friend, in his mother, and a famILY through him. It's been a beautiful development... sweet and very open, raw and honest.

The seats at my table are becoming a lot more sparse as I continue to cut off those who are unnecessary, or not on the same level of enlightment that I am (I know, that doesn't make sense to some, but to those who need to understand, they already know).

I guess I could say, the hardest thing was cutting ties with someone I considered a "brother", but turned out to be someone definitely not worthy of that title. (I am sorry if this sounds conceited, but facts are facts). I have always stated, and continue to stand by it... you may try to fool me, or even do me "dirty" but do NOT screw around with my loved ones and famILY members... It will NOT end well for you; and your actions have hurt one of my brothers, so much and you don't even know it. Trust me when I say, he is my best friend too, and I have zero qualms throwing daggers, quickly and with awe inspiring accuracy!!!

I am not saying who this is directed to, but we all see right through your lies and we see the game you are playing. I just truly hope you see what you are and will be losing if you continue down the path you are on. I may not consider you my brother anymore but your partner and kids are very much at my table. I am going to put this nicely... start taking care of them, properly. 

Be accountable for your own personal shit before you try to fling shit at others. Lastly, I DO want to thank you for talking about me, because you are keeping me relevant and even famous by repeating my name all the time. Just remember what I have always said... WHAT YOU THINK OF ME, IS NOT MY BUSINESS!!!

I am getting way off track here. I was celebrating that I had a pretty good month/chapter. I feel like my life has more and more of a purpose all the time. I am returning to my healing ways... not just in my witchy ways, but also healing myself. I've broken free from some invisible restraints that were literally killing me. I have removed a lot of rubbish from my life and actually feel pretty positive about this rebuild. It IS true when they say, you are never too old to start anew... and I can say that from personal experiences :)

I will leave you with this sentiment today...

ONWARDS AND UPWARDS!!!

~ Phoenix

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