Where to Go???

 

Page 56 of 366. Hey my Lovies. I don't know about y'all but I am finding time is going by faster and faster as Spring is approaching... and along with that will come the heat that I cannot stand... Yes, I swear I was a polar bear in another life.

The thirst for travel is getting bad, it's coursing through my veins like it never has before. Everyone who knows me, knows that I can disappear on a whim and just vanish, to 10s of thousands miles away. It is most definitely the gypsy blood in me. Yah, yah. A lot of people don't believe in it, but it is a VERY real thing!!!

Now that my kids are grown and on their own, raising families of their own; I don't have a need to stay in one place anymore. Frankly, me living at the same address for 12 years in a row is probably the longest I ever stayed in one location.

Here is where my struggle lies... where to???

My beloved lives in the States, and right now with the trying times we are facing, thanks to these fkd up governments, who knows when we will be able to unite. Another reason I would like to go to the States, my son, daughter-in-law and my grandbaby who just turned two live down there and I would love to spend some time on the West coast with them.

As you know, things are very strained with my daughter and I don't see a resolution coming any time soon. I love her, absolutely, but I don't like the situation and we are toxic together. I wish her all the best with her life and future endeavours, but not at the expense of my own health and life. She is a grown ass adult who has made her bed, now she needs to lay in it and face whatever those choices have created.

I know some of the reasons I remain here... my brothers and my best friend; and hoping to get my beloved here (his mom too). As much as I want to, I know my place is here, (FOR NOW). It's not material things that hold me back, because if I wanted to have everything materialistic in life, I would have conformed to the ways others wanted me to be and I would want for nothing... THAT IS NOT ME!!!

(How ironic is it that the song "It's a Great Day to be Alive ~ Travis Tritt just started playing!!!) Thank you Universe for always giving me a sign when I question life.

I couldn't have expressed it better. Like, am I the only one who always craves the road? I have this insatiable need to be out in the world/ wilderness... a nomad in the truest form. So then this raises the question I posed at the beginning... if you had a chance to go to any place on this planet, where would you go, and why??? Please be realistic too.

I had thought about Europe, but it is a complete shitshow right now and truthfully, I have already travelled there. Australia or New Zealand could be interesting, but again, I don't like excessive heat and prefer not to be killed by one of their insanely crazy creatures. Canada is always an option, but I have been to every province but two... the territories are optional; but who would want to create a life up there when most people I know prefer heat to cool and cold weather.

I have no desire for the Caribbean, or South America... I mean, I woud love to go to Mexico but it has been destroyed by tourism... most of this world has been destroyed by mankind and it really sucks donkey balls. I feel if my health was better, I would enjoy the Rainforests, untouched and pure nature. As odd as it may sound to many people, I thought Africa would be a great place to go; to lands that are rich in nature and as I keep saying, I want to be "one with the land". The last places I have on my bucket list are Ireland, England, Scotland, Iceland, Greenland, Sweden, Norway but alas, I think the only place I am going from here is to Northern Ontario to live out my life and dreams there... I have been saying it for a good 30 years, so maybe it's time to bite the bullet and just go.

Sorry, I know this is a messy, all of the place blurb, but it IS Sunday Funday... so let's just have a carefree day and enjoy what is, what has been and what will come. We cannot change any of those three things, so let's all just sit back and enjoy the ride!!!

Be well. Be blessed. Stay safe. Stay warm. Much love and respect to all my Lovies

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