It Is a Bed Day 100 Percent

 

Page 71 of 366. Hello Lovies. I know this entry is coming a bit late; but today has just been a day I didn't want to get out of bed. It was a serious struggle just to have a bath today. No, I am not complaining, I am just sharing that I have good days, some not so good days, and then I have nearly impossible days... I fear the latter is what this day was for me.

It's days like today that I am grateful for wifi and the technology we have; other days, I couldn't care less. Somedays, I just want to whip my phone across the room and never have to deal with the outside world again... Take me to the wild and let me be!!!

There is so much crap happening in the world these days, that it is extremely hard to maintain happiness for more than 24 hours; but we all, somehow, grin and bear it. The biggest struggle I am having right now is distance... for those who know, you know!!! (For without it, I never would have met the people I have met... nor love the people I love). I cherish my alone time, trust me it is in EVERYBODY'S best interest that I get this private space and time; because if I don't, I can become extremely miserable and everyone and everything around me is going to feel the effects of it... You can blame that partially on me being a Sagittarius LOL.

I have a very difficult time watching or reading the news because there is so much chaos happening around the entire world that it's almost easier to keep my curtains closed and ignore it; but we all know that won't happen. Being a Canadian, it is very difficult to get any kind of legitimate news, as our communist PM, Justin Castro (Trudeau) has banned us from sharing news on social media... How fucked up is that for a "free" world???

I honestly was going to start doing blurbs about "this day in history" when I looked it up yesterday, I was so disheartened I didn't even bother. If you look up March 10th in history, there were so many things pertaining to wars around the planet, along with a few minor inventions or mentions of good on that day. Is this what our world has become??? OR Was I just oblivious to it all, and it's always been like this???

All I know is the past several years, people have been trying to erase history, or change it to suit their agenda... You know what that has taught the world??? NOTHING!!! We are all doomed to repeat the same mistakes because people would rather wipe out the "dark' periods, than acknowledge them for what they were. Ripping down statues is not going to change what that historical figure did... renaming schools or parks or streets, or even sports teams, is NOT going to change history... FACTS ARE FACTS!!!

I truly cannot stand what has become of this planet. I sadly shake my head at the conditions my beautiful Canada has turned into. I'm appalled that there are not more people standing up and fighting for their rights... the rights and freedoms so many have given their lives for. And I am NOT talking about this foolish bullshit with genderism and the alphabet crew... I am don't even know how our world even go to that point... its disgusting and sickening. 

How can people not see that the government is allowing it because this will weed out the weak... it will break down the population; because no matter what people say or want to believe... it will always take a genetic male and genetic female to have a baby. There is NO way around that... As I have said before, please don't even suggest adoption because even then for a child to be in the fostercare system or in the position to be adopted... it still needs to be created. Am I making sense or am I just blowing smoke outta my ass???

I am not saying that everything in life is horrible. I still have people I love and adore. I have people I KNOW are my famILY and we have each other's backs no matter what. I am glad the world has moved forward in so many things, but thoroughly disappointed at how dumb this world has become. This is NOT my world. This is NOT my Canada!!! People we need to stand up before everything is taken from us... We're supposed to be moving forward, not falling back into a weird version of the dark ages. Tonight, this is my two cents (well 5, if you're including inflation!!!)

Stay safe. Stay warm/cool. Be well. Be loved. Blessed Be my Lovies

~Phoenix

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