Tuesday and It's Snowing!!!

 

Page 79 of 366. Hello all you beautiful souls. Today is supposed to be the last day of Winter, but Mother Nature is playing her usual tricks and it's snowing today... only a few days ago, we were in shorts and tshirts. This is nothing new to me, I just say, "Welcome to Canada; where the weather is as bipolar as the rest of us!!!"

I am kind of in a daze today. I had such immense pain last night in my right flank. This seems like a never ending cycle for me. I have had a few surgeries on my kidneys and it seems like it may be that time again... I hate saying this, but the kidney thing is hereditary; and it breaks my heart that my sister is now on dialysis for hers. It sucks donkeyballs...

Well, I don't want to put a damper on everyone's day, so this is going to be a fairly short blurb. My heart hurts and I cannot explain why... it's emotional, not physical; just to be clear. There is so much sadness in this world and most days I can kind of ignore it and stay in my own bubble; but it has been almost impossible to leave everything on the outside.

I think my biggest heartache is that I cannot fix things that really need to be fixed. I am not used to not being able to help those I love and care about. (Yes, I know that is incorrect grammar with the double negative LOL). I am frustrated with the distance between me and the ones I love too.

I don't know if it is the seasonal blues that's drawing me so far down, or the circumstances of our environment.... I will just continue to manifest the best for everyone. I am sending all the love, hope and positive vibes I can to each and every one of you.

Stay safe. Stay warm. Be well. Be loved; but most of all BE BLESSED!!!! Much love to my Lovies :)

~Phoenix

PS... if any of you think of a criminal case past, present or coming up... feel free to send a comment and I will check it out for my other blog. Blessed be.

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  1. AnonymousMarch 19, 2024 at 2:29 PM

    It has been a few days since my last confession.. Wait, haven't made a confession ever..
    Today with winds blow strong, the wet snow coming down.. The city looks so bleak.. And the idiots run rampant trying to gain access, and apparently cannot read saying CCYV, & Private Property 🤣

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