It's Thor's Day ~ Tough One Today!!!

 

Page 95 of 366. Hi everyone. I hope you are all having a good day. I'll be honest, I really didn't think I would be up to writing a blurb today. I had a very rough night medically and truly didn't want to get out of bed this morning; but I did. After a great convo with beloved, I found the oomph to get up, shower and enjoy a spot o' tea.

Then something hit me; and it literally felt like a bolt of lightning shot through me. I was chatting with this beautiful soul when we figured out something that had been puzzling for the past few days. It was a jolt I hadn't felt in a while. I'll explain what the hell I am talking about in a second, first I got a question...

Do you believe that we can get messages from loved ones that have passed on??? Are you open to receiving such words??? Or is it utter nonsense to you??? Well, I firmly believe there are signs everywhere; but sometimes those souls literally need to BOINK you in the head for you to get the message... it was one of THOSE moments!!!

I had this friend who was sister to me in every way... even more so than my own sisters. Her name was Violet Rose. Violet had been dealing with a brain tumour for the latter part of her life, after she had battled a few other forms of it... This did NOT stop her in any way. She was/is the true definition of a WARRIOR. The last time anyone heard from her was on her facebook on August 30, 2022. 

It was the last month, or so, of her life when she had finally decided she had enough of this world and wanted to go to the camp, and die in nature. She had to give up her job, where she worked in a hospice for children who also had cancer. She would talk about her patients as if they were her own children. She would spend hours with them, reading or simply colouring or just sitting with them; especially those that seemed to have been left and forgotten by their own families... YES, she was THAT kind of soul!!!

There was something so fierce, but loving about her. She had no qualms standing tall in her own convictions, and MAN, did she stick by them!!! Her and I never fought, we had the most beautiful and inspiring relationship. She encouraged me to write, loving how blunt and straight up in my words... there was no way to misconstrued what I had to say. 

She also knew I was a healer. She knew my gifts and we had very similar beliefs; so when she began saying that "Today is the day, Odin", you knew she was ready to depart this plane and begin her next journey. She would always remind me that I needed to share my gifts and my knowledge... something I kinda forgot about, until it hit me HARD today!!!

I am not going to reveal names of the loved and cherished soul that I was talking to when this epiphany hit me; but we are both certain it was Violet that brought us together. As insane as it sounds, I could feel her guiding me as we spoke. It broke me. I bawled like a baby when we came to that realization. It truly is amazing how the universe works... how it unites complete strangers when they need it the most. 

I want to thank her for coming to speak to me through my beautiful friend. Thank her for the reminder of what is within me that I need to stop suppressing. I would say "Rest in Paradise" to Violet, but I already know she is raising hell wherever she's at. There was no taming the wildchild in her... That's probably one of the biggest reasons I loved her so much. Much love, my dear sweet soulsister!!!

Much love everyone. Stay safe. Stay warm/cool. Be well. Be blessed.

~Phoenix