It's FriYay Suckas!!

 

Page 96 of 366. Hi all. I hope you all had a great day at work, or home; and have an even better night or weekend. I once again, pretty much stayed in bed all day today. I don't know what is happening to my body and my mind, but I am far more out of whack than I have ever been; and I am not liking it at all.

I could just been drained from all the bullshit that happened yesterday; but that isn't really weighing on my mine... 

I know that people come into you life for a lesson or blessin... this one in particular was a lesson. I hope she figures out her shyt before she ends up dead, or worse (yes, there are worse things than death out there)... 

I have grown tired and weary of the bullshit that comes with the new people who come into my life. I had already promised myself that I would no longer be available for people and their own "circuses"... I have my own circus to deal with; I don't need the added stress... I am reallly starting to trust when my brothers tell me I love and care too much.

This is all I am saying on this subject!!! I don't hate her, it is what it is!!

I didn't even write in my crime blog today, and wasn't going to even write in here today, but I feel I made a promise to myself to make sure I at least wrote down my feelings, thoughts and whatever pops up in my brain/life on that particular day...

I did manage to watch the live premiere of the season 2 finale of my brother's Canadian Paranormal Investigations... If you'd like to check out all their crazy, fun, haunting experiences, here is the link... 

Walking Among Us ~ Official Please don't forget to like the channel and subscribe... some amazing things are coming up. I am hearing that season three is EPIC so far!!!

I know I say this often, but today has been a very out of sorts kind of day. I honestly don't even remember half of it. So I think I am going to take my bow, and head to bed; hopefully talk to beloved and then rest my head. It has been a difficult day to hear that New York had an earthquake, just after Brockville, Ontario had several the other day. There's somethign wrong with the world today, I don't know what it is (Did you sing those lyrics too???)

Stay safe everyone. Much love, peace and happiness.

~Phoenix

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