It Wouldn't Be a Monday Without Drama...

 

Page 134 of 366. Hello my Lovies!!! I have been trying to decompress from the weekend and all the emotions it has brought with it; and I emerged fairly unscathed by it. 

I did receive messages from someone that could have been sent with good intentions, but they just rub me the wrong way; so instead of responding by biting back, I am going to take my time and think about the words I would like to express. 

TALK ABOUT PERSONAL GROWTH, RIGHT???

I had gone to my sister's for tea (no, I don't drink that anti-murder juice... although maybe I should have this morning!!!) Simply enjoying that it has been a year since my world collided with my beloved. It was in the oddest place, that neither of us really belonged, but we did... at the same time. I doubt that makes any sense to anyone but him and I. LOL.

Anyways, I came home to hear from a friend that she is quite upset about something a guy had done... and let me tell you... it's game on bro!!! Idgaf who you are, nor wtf you think you are. You are not going to sit behind a fucking keyboard and disrespect my friend, a woman, or ANY woman... not on my watch!!! 

The fact that your mother just sits there and let's you spew such shit really shows what kind of people you are. I don't give a shit that you're in your thirties. If you were my son and you spoke to any woman like that... you'd be swallowing your own teeth. Like, who fucking raised you??? You always run your mouth but never have the balls to back it up. Coward!!! 

I have seen how you curl into the fetal position when someone forces you to face the consequences of your words or actions... you really think I am going to cower from you??? I don't care that you're a foot taller than me. I don't care that you're a man... Sorry, let me rephrase that, I don't care that you have a dick and balls, because you certainly don't deserve the title of "man". I can't even justify calling you a "little boy", because a little boy would know better than you... Just saying.

You know where I'm at!!! Bring it on you little bitch!!! Don't worry, I am doing this one on my own, I don't need my brothers behind me... although, I am sure they would love to see their lil sister kick another male's ass. I've dealt with far bigger, and badder than you child!!!

Catch you when I see you!!!

~Phoenix

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