It's All About Perception

Page 167 of 366. Good Afternoon all my lovies. I feel like I am getting to my blog later and later every day. it's not that I have a ton of things I shouldn't be doing, (Note the sarcasm there!!!). 

I just can't be doing them yet and I have absolutely ZERO oooomphh to get it done.

Part of me just wants to get up and do a complete heave -over and just toss pretty much in the huge garbage bin outside, but I know I cannot do that, because some of it is important papers and other crap like that.

It's mostly having to move heavy furniture from one room to another so that the master bedroom can get the renovations it needs, and I'd like to repaint that. 

The spare bedroom, I would like to overhaul too, but for now I will keep the 3 bigger dressers and deep freeze in there. Once I settle on that, I'd like to paint that room too. The bathroom and kitchen need to be done; but I already know our master bedroom and the living room will be the same colours. I tend to overwhelm myself when I have to do projects like this. It may not look like it, right now, because I have been declining for months now; but the way my house is now.... it is driving me bat-shit crazy!!!

My goal is to get at least one of these rooms done, or mostly done on the weekend. That's about all I can promise right now.Baby steps.... and MAN!!!! I hate baby steps!!! They are obviously necessary but extremely frustrating!!!

~Phoenix

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