Second Long Wknd of Summer

 

Page 183 of 366. Good Morning Lovies. It's the weekend, and here in Canada, it is the second official long weekend of the summer... we are celebrating Canada Day on July 1st; although I can speak for most Canadians when I say, this country is in such an upheaval, and other than enjoying a day off from work, I don't really know anyone who wants to celebrate the country because of the current state it is in thanks to the useless government!!!

I didn't make any real plans for the weekend because I don't really feel the need to get out of the house as I spent most of the day and evening outside yesterday; either shopping, or sitting outside shooting the shyt. I have good days and I have bad days... although it seems like the past couple weeks have been a bit harder than usual, yesterday seemed to be okay... at least, until I brainfarted and ended up hurting myself... UGH!!!

Yah, I pulled a stupid move without even thinking about it. I went grocery shopping last night, and when I got to the meat department, I leaned over the freezer all the way to the back to grab what I needed... needless to say, I nearly fell to the fkn floor. The shooting pain in my belly was unbelievable and I probably just damaged it a hell of a lot more than it already was. NO! I am NOT going to the hospital. I see the doctor on Tuesday... 

IF he tells me I need to go back in, then I absolutely will listen to him. I know a lot of people are worried and want me to go back now; and I love you for caring so much. I consider what you're asking of me every day. I want you to know that my family doctor is the one that I absolutely trust the most, and he is the only one who knows my medical history, my medications, my allergies and all my conditions the best. (Beloved, I am in NO way dismissing your concerns because as I always say... in order to say "see you later", there needs to be a "LATER!!!")

I'd rather listen to his opinion and instructions than being stuck in a hospital bed for weeks on end, seeing new doctors, interns, medical students every day. You never get the same one twice, so honestly how are they giving a good diagnosis when all they are doing is reading a chart.... IF they actually read the chart. 

TRUST, THEY DON'T BECAUSE THEY CONSTANTLY MISS MY ALLERGIES AND GIVE ME MEDS I'M ALLERGIC TO. THEY ASK ABOUT ORGANS I DON'T HAVE OR CONDITIONS/MEDICAL AILMENTS I ALREADY HAVE BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH.

I didn't want to make this about medical shyt today. I am in a decent mood. It is raining. It is quiet. I am hanging out with my furbabies, writing and chatting with beloved; so it's a good day.

Stay safe. Stay cool. Be well. Be loved. Blessed Be Lovies.

~Phoenix

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