Disappearing Sounds Like Music to My Ears

 

Page 192 of 366. Good Day Lovies.... I hope the weekend treated you well, and hopefully you'll just ease back into the work week; and not get body slammed the way I am being tossed around right now... 

If ever there were a time I wanted to pack my bags and just go on one of my spontaneous trips.... NOW WOULD BE THE TIME, FOR SURE!!!

Maybe it is just the Monday Blues or maybe it is something far deeper than that. I can feel myself slowly slipping into the black abyss again; and I honestly don't have the strength nor the will to pull myself back out.

I know a lot of you don't want to hear it, but have you heard about MAID (Medical Assisatnce in Death)??? I know there is a lot of controversy on it, and the ONLY reason I have not gone that route yet is because I know how it will effect others. I had hoped beyond hope I wouldn't even put this on the table as a possibility, but here we are.... time to put on our big people panties on, and make some real life decisions... PERMANENT ONES!!!

What is one to do in this kind of situation???

Let's be clear, I am not going to go out and do anything to myself. I am not going to do that; but I am honestly looking at MAID and options for me. A person and body can only tolerate some much before they just say "fk it", and either the mind, body or soul just pooches out; know what I mean???

Be well.

~Phoenix

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