Welcome October!!!

 

Page 275 of 366. Good Morning Lovies. I am feeling like a bag of dicks because I have not written in so long. I admit, part of it has been laziness, while another part has been that my brain is so scattered with life right now that I wasn't sure what I wanted to write about. 

There is sooooo much bizarre shyt happening in and around us (the world in general) that it really is hard to comprehend how some people even know how they have the brain capacity to dress themselves.

I am only going to make this entry about me and what's happening around here because I think if I dive into other things, this blurb is going to be a mile long, kinda like my facebook posts as of late!!!

I know a lot of you have been following my medical journey; and I appreciate each and every one of you who take the time to read about what is going on. I love your support and am grateful for all the positivity you send my way... I may not always say it, but it never goes unnoticed.

I am still having medical appointments coming out of the ass, but I am not complaining because it is truly a miracle that every specialist is FINALLY on the same page... it only took 20+ years for them to do this for at least some of the issues; don't worry, this is not going to knock me down!!! I am a stubborn ass and I absolutely refuse to let life win... besides; it hits like a bitch and at this point, I'm built for an MMA battle!!!

Not a helluva lot is happening beyond that. I am sure I sound boring to a lot of people; quite frankly, I am good with that. I enjoy my bubble and my peace. It took decades to get to this space, so trust when I tell you, anyone's trivial bullshit is not going to rock my life... it ain't my monkeys. It ain't my circus; and at this point, I will even deny I know the clowns if they are nothing but drama!!!

I am going to end this entry with this...

I wish you all a blessed Tuesday. I joyfully welcome October, and definitely welcome the cooler weather (if Mother Nature would stop being the bipolar bitch she is and get out of this menopausal phase she refuses to take meds for LOL). Have a great one all.

Stay safe. Stay cool. Be well. Be blessed; but most of all, be loved!!!

~Phoenix

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