2024 as a Whole...

 

I am impressed. I actually am writing another blurb today... I want to thank all of my readers, as I know my posts can be somewhat of a rollercoaster; just like my life. 

We have our good days, we have our bad days... and then we have our MEH!!! What inspired this entry was a comment I just made to my sister...

Many, countless numbers of people... Hell, most of the planet was effected by the plandemic. These past 4 years have had our world doing flipflops; no one really know what the idiots in charge would pull next!!!

This brings me to what I said...

I was hesitant to say it out loud, but what's a better way to manifest things, than to shout it out to the universe??? I feel that 2024 was a better year than 2023. I guess you can say I'm saying that with "tongue in cheek"; in the sense, that as far as I can recall 2024 has been the worst one for my health in all my 49 years. January kicked off with me overdosing... to this day, I am unsure what triggered it. As crazy as it sounds, that event turned into a blessing for me...

It really made me look within. It forced me to do the "standing on the front porch, looking in" mentality. I really saw for the first time in decades who were true people in my life, and who were toxic. (I knew who were toxic, but still held onto the notion that they are family, and "one day", I would no longer be the outcast/blacksheep). 

I deepened friends/ FamILY relationships with people who always have my six... as I do theirs. I continued to build a loving relationship, which gave me a family too. 

Don't get it twisted. I definitely had mountains to climb; but with all the support and love... I grew the inner strength I was reminded I had, and cut ties completely with everyone who were toxic to me. Like, I changed my phone number, created all new social media and blog. It literally was a rebirth... a resurrrection... A PHOENIX RISING, if you will!

I focused more on my health this year. TRUST when I say there were some terrifying moments, and a couple close calls; after bouncing back from them... it was clear that the universe has more in store for me. I firmly believe the universe has given me all my trials and tribulations to arrive at this very path!!!

We are now in the home stretch; the last 41 days of 2024. I may not be in the best of health but I am not letting that get me down. I have my friends who are my famILY. I haave my beloved and family. I have my mum. I have my son, (my daughter), and grandbabies... My only wish is that the universe bestows the best on them; that they all remain in good health and have all the happiness and love they deserve.

I, like many others, am looking forward to end this year, and I am excited to close this chapter and begin the next one. I truly have things to look forward to in the new year. I don't care about material things... I care about souls... material things come and go... love, compassion, comprehension, loyalty, respect, honour and trust are priceless; just like time. 

I cannot be more grateful than to have someone in my life who is the voice of reason in my craziness. The water to my fire... the ice to my flames. The one who is teaching me things I never knew about; one who holds intellectual conversations without making things sexual (don't get that wrong... he's more of a man, than most men I know in that department), do you know how rare that is in a man??? How incredible it is for a man to want you for your mind, your compassion, your empathy??? All I can say is THANK YOU FOR LOVING SOMEONE LIKE ME!!!

~Phoenix