I Can't Say Thanks Enough!!!

 

Good Evening Lovies. I hope the day has treated you well. I hope your night is even better. May you all have a restful night and may your dreams be sweet.

I had to come back on here because I needed to express my sincerest gratitude to a complete stranger today.

 My faith in humanity hasn't been restored, because I haven't fully lost faith in it to begin with... but today someone's actions has given me not just more hope, but some peace... 

(Something that doesn't come by too easily for me).

To make a very long story short, I live alone, but I am not lonely!!! Over the past 12 to 18 months, I have been dealing with a load so heavy, it would take an average of 6 people to carry; but I am still kickin it. I have my moments; I just refuse to give up. I am currently dealing with some intense stuff that no person, let alone a woman should ever have to face... and I absolutely refuse to let it break me. Today, it was like an "angel" sort of fell out of the sky and gave me an option I have been thinking about, but didn't really have the means of doing at this time...

I am and have been proactive in protecting myself and others vulnerable like me. Today, I was given the option to make sure I no longer will fall "victim" to anyone... I hit a roadblock and kinda felt defeated; but didn't give up. I just asked to let it sit with me for a bit, so I could figure out a way to do it on my own. This "angel" called me back, after speaking to his boss, letting me know they are going to cover the costs it was going to take to obtain the necessary things for me to feel safe, once again, in my own home. 

I cannot thank this person enough for really listening to me, (a complete stranger), and knowing I was in an impossible situation. Someone who understood, and without a second thought KNEW how vile and despicable this was... as should any person (especially a man) understands. I DO look forward to feeling more comfortable in my own skin again. I look forward to taking my warrior status back!!! I look forward to just being ME!!!

Stay safe Lovies.

~Phoenix

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