Too Damn Peoplely!!!

Page 353 of 366. Good Afternoon Lovies. I hope you are all doing okay. I know it's been a minute since I have written... UGH, Life DOES seem to get into the way, doesn't it?!!

2024 is quickly coming to a close, and quite frankly, it has been the year of "FAFO". I am hoping that 2025 will be the year of peace, and I really am going to head into 2025 with that mentality. 

The past five years, have been pretty much a shit show for the most part... it's time for a change. Whether it be mentally, physically or emotionally; it is time to simply face the things that are necessary and toss that which no longer suits my life... that being people, and things!!!

I have soooooo much running through my mind, to the point that I am actually afraid to release it all. It will be verbal diarrhea at this point. I also cannot afford to pay for the legal fees it will cost, although, in the end, I would come out on top... right now, I prefer to enjoy what peace and love I have surrounding me, over the bullshit that comes with it being peoplely.

I have my own circle, and what life has been teaching me is this... those outside my circle need to stay on the outside of it. There is a reason they have always been there; and people continue to show exactly why they're always kept away with a 10-foot pole. I openly admit, YES, I have past traumas that make me weary of some, but it's that same cautious mentality that keeps me where I am; and very secure with the people who I have let close to me.

I am getting off track here...

I guess what I wanted to get out was this... there are 13 days left to this year. Thirteen days left of "Fuck Around & Find Out" before I, personally, am shutting the door on those who have brought me sadness and unnecessary pain in the past, or even just this year. I am on my 50th trip around the sun... I plan on making the best of it. It took a lot for me to get here; and damn it, I want to CELEBRATE it. 

Through thick and thin, with the help of my circle, I am standing here as a warrior. So let's kick 2024 in the ass and bring in 2025 with peace and love. Stay safe. Stay cool/warm. Be well. Be blessed. Most of all, Be loved.

~Phoenix







 

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