Holy Shitballs... We're Halfway Thru March Already!!!

 

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Good Afternoon Lovies. I know this blurb is not going to be a long one; but it IS one that is positive :)

I have mentioned quite a few times about my biologival family... I am not going to discuss the maternal side because I don't want to make this a post of misery. 

I am going to write about the paternal side...

I found out about my paternal side in 2020, and please believe, I struggled with the decision to find them. I unfortunately found out who he was 2 years after his passing from this earthly plane.  

(I still am not sure how I feel about all of that!!!)

My dad had other children, that I didn't know about until after the DNA results came in. It was kind of left idle for a year, as everyone was trying to process all this at once. Here we are almost 3 years since the discovery...

My brother is not convinced, more like outside influences are chirping in his ear. (I firmly believe that). This part is what bothers me. How can he not be convinced? I literally found them through a DNA test, showing our relatives... BLOWS MY MIND!!!

Anyways, my sister just sent off her DNA, even though her and I KNOW we are sisters. I won't get into the nitty gritty, as to why she understands more. I absolutely am thrilled to have a sister. I have 5 biological brothers and now I have my baby sister. It's an amazing thing. THAT is what I wanted to share... 

My sister is going to get the same results and then no one can deny things. Do I think this will change people's views??? Probably not, but I am not here to convince them. I am as much a victim of circumstance as they are... to pretend I don't exist, is idiotic.

Stay safe. Stay warm. Be well. Be blessed. Most of all be LOVED.

~ Phoenix

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