How Low Can You Go? Bring It!!!

 

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Good evening my dear lovies. I hope you had a great Wednesday; and wish you all a restful sleep filled with dreams that are sweet.

I had to really think about whether I was going to write about this tonight; but as the night drew closer, I felt I had to get this off my chest....

I usually let what people say about me slide off my back... and this time is no different. However, I AM bringing it up because of the SOURCE. I find it extremely interesting that this person still feels the need to have my name slide off his lips, after at least 2 years of not communicating AT ALL!!!

Are you that bored with your life??? Are you that fkn miserable??? Is your life lacking so much that you try to dabble into others' lives simply to feel relevant??? WHICH ONE IS IT? 

You're only making yourself, and your friends look stupid; to be perfectly honest.

You wanna tell people I am crazy? Fkn right I am... I am certifiable! You want to say I "switch on people"... again, fkn right I do; and I have valid reasons for doing so... none of which I need to explain to anyone.

I truly want to feel sympathy for you, but I was taught by a very wise man, many, many moons ago that sympathy is in the dictionary between shit and syphilis... Go find it there!!! I am able to sit back and watch karma do its work. I am, and have been, for a very long time; at peace with what has transpired years ago. The fact that you (and others you hang with) still feel the need to speak about me, speaks volumes on how stagnant your life is. 

Give yourself some peace... don't just close the chapter... burn the whole fkn book!!! I sure did. I am grateful for the lessons, as they have put me in a much happier space. I won't get into further detail because people like you tend to be jealous of others' happiness and would do anything to attempt to destroy it... Pathetic really!!! 

How about go live your life, as you see fit... It can't be healthy for you, or anyone connected to you; with you harbouring all that negativity. You're fighting a battle to a war that has ended almost 3 years ago!!! Go be happy. The past is the past; although, from knowing you... the past was never truly gone, eh?

Stay safe. Stay warm. Be well. Be blessed. Most of all, Be LOVED!!!

~ Phoenix

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