Y"all Ready For This???

 

Before I am going to write all of my own thoughts and feelings, I am going to share words that were spoken from one of our ancestors... some that I feel are pretty accurate for this moment in my life.

"I cannot be a traitor, for I owe him NO allegiance..."

For those of you who have been following my journey, you know the struggles I am having with family ~ both biological and adopted. I have never been one to shy away from my personal story; and I am NOT about to start now. I will continue to keep my policy of not revealing names, but that is ONLY out of the goodness of MY heart at this point... YOU NEED TO BE AWARE OF THAT!!! I OWE YOU NOTHING!!!

There have been a lot of issues that have come forth with my biological family. One, as you know, my incubator ended up being quite a sinister woman. I don't loathe many people; but her, I can honestly put at the top of the list. I won't use the word "hate", because that takes effort and she is not worth it. It is because of what she has done to me as an infant, that I was "six feet from the edge" this week.

To make a long story fairly short, a total of 5 tests have been done, in order for ONE family member to say they'd ACCEPT I am family. Well, the tests are all in, and they all say the same thing; but this person has gone back on their word and doesn't accept it at all. I could accept the fact that they are trying to process this news, but it's not like they found out yesterday that we were related. It's been proven for 4 1/2 years already.

I received a rather ignorant and nasty message from them, claiming how their family is affected by this and that I am not to write about this in my blog... WRONG THING TO SAY TO ME!!! Tell me not to do something, and I am going to do it twice and take pictures!!!

You're complaining that it's affecting YOUR family.... UMMMM, I am part of your family!!! Not only that, I have been affected by this my entire life. I was the one denied everything right from birth, so tell me, how you think I should respect you and your wishes when you treat me like this??? 

So here is a piece of sage advice about your sister... Don't ever tell me what to do. Don't ever underestimate me. Don't ever think for a second that I am not any less of a child to OUR parent, than you are... the proof is in the blood!!!

"Every man dies. Not every man really lives!!!"

Put that in your pipe and smoke it bud.

~ Phoenix

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