After Weeks of Being "Off"...

 

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Good Afternoon Lovies. Happy Thor's Day!!! I hope you all are doing well. It's been a "rough" couple weeks, I am not gonna lie. 

This recent full moon really threw me for a loop... The first one in a very long time; oddly it affected sooooo many people I know. It wasn't just the full moon, it's those pesky planets... six were in alignment, and right after the Buck moon, there were 7... Holy Hannah!!!

I honestly think, this is the first day in a very long time I can take a full breathe and know that things are okay. Today is just a day of peace. I don't like that I have been neglecting my writing because it's the only therapy that seems to really work for my soul. 

I haven't been doing my crime blog at all.... which frustrates me, because it's one thing that fascinates me. I love diving into the "behind the scenes"... the mind behind the crime, the forensics, the trial, etc.; but more often than not, I am displeased with the way our judicial system is failing society. Watching our world crumble around us as our government (ran by a bunch of tools), continues to dismiss its citizens while catering to literal terrorists.

Anyways, I don't want to make this into bitching blurb. I am thankful for everything I have in my life. I am even more thankful for the people that surround me. Every day I am learning and blooming... Toxic behaviour and needing reassurance is dissipating. 

I am comfortable in my own skin. I don't doubt what and who I am to the utmost important person in my life. My children are thriving and happy. My grandchildren are taken care of; what more can I ask of the universe? Me personally??? For the first time in my life, I have no desire to run; not just the desire... I don't feel like I need to run. IYKYK.

I wish you all peace... Peace of mind and peace around you. Stay safe. Stay cool. Be well. Be blessed. Most of all, Be LOVED!!!

~ Phoenix

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