I've Been as BiPolar as the Damn Weather....

 

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Good Afternoon Lovies. I hope you are having a great Sunday Funday. It feels unreal that we are already towards the end of July, doesn't it??? 

As you have read in my blog, the weather has been excessively hot here... I have become more recluse than usual. I am a full-time hermit these days. The only time you will catch me outside is when I have a medical appointment, grocery shopping, or simply going "up the street"... 

I have no desire to see people (in general), and let's be real, it is wayyyyyy too peopley out there!!!

The last day, or two have thrown some weird and heavy shyt my way. I am not going to get into too much detail, but some things have really become very clear to me... the biggest one being... Friends of your enemies are no friends of yours. They're just spies!!! I am not surprised by this though; I had been expecting it for a long time. This week just confirmed it beyond any reasonable doubt.

Some other news I got, shouldn't have hit me as hard as it did; but this weekend it brought me to my knees. I am stepping up to the role I should have been in my entire life. I am sorry that I cannot go into more detail right now. I am just blessed to have a pillar of strength who is holding me up, far more than they realize. LOL The sound of reason throughout my insanity; definitely not a "job" for the faint of heart.

Anyways, that is the gist of what has been happening the past few days. My next blurb is going to be a much more personal one... a vulnerable one. I hope you all stay safe. Stay cool. Be well and Be blessed. Most of all, Be LOVED!!!

~ Phoenix

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