Tenth Chapter, Page Eight of Three-Hundred & Sixty-Five

 

Page 281 of 365.

Hello Lovies... I apologize for long absence. I really don't have a major excuse for it; other than life REALLY got in the way of things. 

Some acquaintances ended abruptly, while famILY bonding grew A LOT. Fragile and scattered friendships are now somewhat rebonding... we'll let you know down the line!!!

My home is peaceful again... My Ma is living with me now, and my life, in general, is beautiful. 

(Other than the usual grumbles... I don't have the right to complain about anything).

I actually have a question, that kinda is on my mind. It is about an incident that happened, and I'd love to know others' opinion, and what would they have done, if it happened to them...

Say someone that you came into the place that you were at, and was very moody, there has been a lot of tension in the past week or so; between all the people who were in the vicinity this particular time. The person who just walked in the door, made a comment that his "step dad" aka "Uncle" had died a few days earlier, and if anyone would know that kind of grief; it would be me. 

(YOU WANNAN KNOW THE NEXT WORDS THAT CAME OUT OF HIS MOUTH???)

You should know how that feels. Remember waking up with Teddybear dead beside you. ~ You know I don't say his name... some days hard to use any words for him ~ 

Needless to say, that didn't just break the awkward silence... it caused an explosion that was very close to becoming physical. I felt getting spit in the face would have been less disrespectful than that comment. I full on lost my shit. Told him to get out of my house... his girlfriend looked at me... like a deer in the headlights as I told her to get out of my face... She then had the gull to ask me what was disrespectful about what he said.

😵😵😵

Those words alone, maje me see red. It was a good thing there were people to keep me from going completely ape shit on these two people. I have literally slammed the door on them; cut out of my life like several others have been over the past few years. I rather like my bubble being this way.

I'd like to hear your opinions. Would you take to heart what this person said? How would you have dealt with this? I am just curious on what you would do kind of scenario. Stay Safe and Blessed.

~ Phoenix

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