One Love

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Good Afternoon Lovies. It is Sunday Funday... and for those of us in Canada it is Grey Cup Day. LOL, and for those of you who do not know, the Grey Cup is the Canadian version of the Vince Lombardi Trophy for the Superbowl. 

CFL (Canadian Football League) vs NFL (National Football League).

I have zero intention of watching the game. This may be the first year, I am not watching much of any sports, other than hockey. 

Everything has become soooo political, on and off the field/grid, etc, that it's spoiled sports for me!!!

I DO have a topic on my mind to write about today; but I feel my words will not justify what I am trying to express. 

Lately, I have been seeing a lot of people expressing how they are tired of being fkd over, and are really wanting to be left alone unless someone with pure intentions can bring peace to their "bubble"... the "need" to be with someone is diminishing the older we get. 

The odd thing I am also finding, is others who talk about the "one love" of their life... many lamenting they lost that one love; which doesn't make sense to me. 

The only way to "lose" that one love, at least in my thinking, would be by death... No???

I cannot deny that I have been married a few times. My first marriage, now that I look back, I was way too young to get married. (I was 23 years old). I loved him... I will not say anything about him, other than he is a great dad. 

My second marriage ended excruciatingly one morning when I awoke to find my spouse dead beside me in bed. (We were only 34 years old). My current marriage was a rebound, that never should have happened. Honestly, I am still married only because I have zero clue where he lives, and we have been separated for 8 years now. I said all this to get to my whole point of this blurb...

I DO have a one true love in my life. No matter how much I deny it; no matter how much either of us have tried to close our hearts, and lived lives away from each other... we always end up beside each other. No matter what is going on in the other's life, we seem to be the only ones who are 100% loyal to the other. I have never met anyone who has the same level of respect. No one I trust more with my life, and heart.

The funny thing, is people who know us, or see us together, have always joked that we "bicker" or "banter" like an old married couple. Kinda makes me giggle... maybe it's because we probably know each other better than we know ourselves. I guess at the end of the day, this is what I have to say... I don't need a status, or title; neither does he. None of this "in your face" bullshit towards others... no demanding to shove away any friends of the opposite sex; you know, the usual BS that happens in most relationships.

The thing to take away from this is... your ONE LOVE could very much be in your life right now; but you are too guarded to see it. Sometimes it's the person who is standing right in front of you. It has nothing to do with looks, monetary status, social status... it has to do with who guards your heart, your mind and your soul. Who brings peace and happiness, not stress and problems... THAT is who your one love is!!! When you figure out who that is, hold tight and never let go, no matter what others tell you... You soul knows.

Stay safe. Stay warm. Be well. Be blessed. Most of all, Be LOVED!!!

~ Phoenix

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