Book II ~ Chapter Twelve ~ Page 2

Page 336 of 365.

Good Afternoon Lovies. I know it has been a few since I have written. I can honestly say, it has been my health, or lack thereof which has kept me away from writing. I swear I have been in a fibro flare for the past month... I feel like I could finally be coming out of it; but not before I gave in and went to the hospital's ER on Sunday.

Oh the joys of leaving your life in the hands of the medical professionals... I can't stand it. I have to be alert, because if I wasn's... I'd be dead before I'd even get to the hospital. 

People don't like to pay attention, or read notes... like c'mon, some of patients, especially those of us who have long-term chronic pain, or health disorders; we know A LOT about our own bodies. We may not be medical professionals; but no one knows our body better than us.

The ER visit didn't do me much good.  It only showed that my kidney doesn't have stones in it, at this time; but I continue to have leisons/cysts growing on my kidneys. My liver... well no point in even trying to figure that thing out!!! I basically was reassured that I am not  bleeding internally, and the pain is just something I have to cope with ~ gee, where have I heard that before???

So now to yesterday...

Yes... I am completely psycho. I went from the ER to the tattoo chair, I got three beautiful tattoos, and cannot wait for more. I will post them after they've healed. As for anything else, I am just kinda stuck in my head. I hope to get back to writing soon. Stay safe. Be well. Be Loved.

~ Phoenix

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