Book 3 ~ Chapter 1, Page 3 of 365

Page 3 of 365.

Good Afternoon Lovies. How are you this lovely (damn cold) Saturday? It is the third day of the new year already. It is kinda crazy how fast time seems to be slipping by... and for the most part, I don't like it!!!

In a week, my dad is going to be 87 years old, and once again, he is facing another bout with cancer; except this time, it is a rare type of skin cancer. 

I just want to scream out to the universe to go pick on someone else; BUT I don't wish this kind of anguish on anyone, not even my worst enemy.

My oldest granddaughter will be 6 years old in a couple weeks, and my youngest grandbaby is turning four in February. Just blows my mind. Seeing my family over the holidays really drove that point to me. I hadn't seen my family in almost a year, and when I saw my parents, my heart broke (if there was any way it could shatter anymore).

I CAN say, I don't really have anything in my personal life that I can whine or complain about... there are minor things I would change; but there is nothing legit to "write home" about. Those I love more than life itself, are doing well. I am able to sit here (in my physical pain), and know that my children, grandchildren, siblings, parents (and those I call my parents) and the person who holds my heart, my life, body and soul.

I will be writing more entries today. This one is more or less about my personal life. Please stay safe. Stay warm (Mother Nature is playing some wild games with us)... Be well and Be blessed. Most of all, Be LOVED!!!!

~ Phoenix

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