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Feeling Disconnected

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Page 339 of 365. Good Afternoon Lovies. I hope you are all enjoying this sunny, yet brisk Friday. I love to look outside and see the beautiful fresh snow; but I wasn't thrilled on the wind... UGH!!! I am in a weird mood today. It's one I can't really describe. I am quiet and somewhat at peace. The story is pretty simple... I have gone round n round in circles with my parents for decades, and I basically closed the door on them; when I could no longer tolerate the rudeness without disrespecting myself. I couldn't do it. My 50th birthday was a few days ago. I didn't really blow it up on social media; because even though I ALWAYS celebrate the people I love birthday... I just wanted to lay in peace and solitude. It gave me the chance to reflect on all my blessings and lessons. I am grateful that I have a genuine, honest, loyal, loving man. I lack for nothing. I am getting way off track.... What I was getting at here, is this... my parents never called, texted, nor emai...

Book II ~ Chapter Twelve ~ Page 2

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Page 336 of 365. Good Afternoon Lovies. I know it has been a few since I have written. I can honestly say, it has been my health, or lack thereof which has kept me away from writing. I swear I have been in a fibro flare for the past month... I feel like I could finally be coming out of it; but not before I gave in and went to the hospital's ER on Sunday. Oh the joys of leaving your life in the hands of the medical professionals... I can't stand it. I have to be alert, because if I wasn's... I'd be dead before I'd even get to the hospital.  People don't like to pay attention, or read notes... like c'mon, some of patients, especially those of us who have long-term chronic pain, or health disorders; we know A LOT about our own bodies. We may not be medical professionals; but no one knows our body better than us. The ER visit didn't do me much good.  It only showed that my kidney doesn't have stones in it, at this time; but I continue to have leisons/cys...