Ramblings of a Canadian Gypsy Phoenix

Page 52 of 365. Good afternoon Lovies. Happy Caturday!!! I hope you all are having a decent day... I will gracefully bow out on a response of my own today.  Honestly, if you were to ask me, how things were; I don't think I could describe them... and for me, that is a rare thing. The depths of "evil" that is being exposed these days is something no one should be reading... and definitely nothing anyone should have ever been subjected to.  I look online and I see how people are reacting.  I see how people are still going on about Democrats and Liberals and Republicans...  It is NOT about a political stance. It is about the fucking CHILDREN!!! I do not care if I am offending you today. If you don't like what I am saying 👉👉👉is the damn door. GTFOH!!! The harsh reality is, people (victims/survivors/warriors) have been telling the world about this for years; decades even... and most people turned a blind eye. They were mocked, ostracized, bullied and even murdered. Chil...

Page 41 of 365. Good Afternoon Lovies. How goes it? I am in a mood today, but it's not why you'd think. People really make me angry at times; even when it has nothing to do with me.  I will explain why it hurts so much to hear this, when I am done saying what I have to say about it currently... Someone posted a picture of a celebrity, one picture of when she was young, single, skinny and a current picture of her, chunkier, older (by 20 years)... the comments people were making were disgusting!!!  I don't know this person from Lilith; but I felt I needed to say something because this is a common occurrence in every day lide, and it is UNACCEPTABLE!!! I don't know what it is about people, in general, who feel they have the right to comment about the way people look. It's always, they are too skinny. They are too fat. They are lazy. They are too pale. They are this... they are that.  How about you just STFU!!  Have you ever thought that the person you are calling too s...

Page 40 of 365. Good Afternoon Lovies. I hope you the day finds you all in good health. I know, it is Monday... so even for me, it is always a day that I may function at (maybe) 60%, at best. On top of it being a Monday, I have made some decisions that are a little bit out of character for me; BUT they are in the nest interest of my well-being and health. I am learning that this cute, two letter word, in the English language needs to start being my best friend, and a very BIG part of my vocabulary.  It is going to take a bit of getting used to, and it is going to disappoint some people in my life; but I have to look out for myself now. I am talking about the word, "NO!!!" I have a loud voice. I stand up to a lot of injustices I see happening to people in and around my circle. The problem is, a lot of those who see me doing this, have become reliant on me. I normally wouldn't have an issue with that; but these same people are NOT making any effort to help their situations ...

  I know this is going to be more of a touchy subject. I have been struggling mentally lately. I mean, I am not having a mental breakdown, where I feel I need to go to the hospital and get an evaluation; but I have definitely been having episode after episode.  Every week I am snapping on my person. He takes the brunt of it. I really don't deserve someone like him in my life; but I am eternally grateful for him. I tell him this all the time; but there are truly no words that can express how true that it. I CAN admit that this week got me good. I got triggered soooo bad, that I actually contemplated swallowing as many pills as I could find. It wasn't an idle threat neither.  I honestly am so disappointed in myself. I haven't had suicidal thoughts or triggers in a very long time. It took me a couple days to get out of my head. I cannot really explain why I get stuck, and overthink... always the worst case scenario.  Am I the only one who does this??? It fkn sucks. I am...

Page 37 of 365. Good Afternoon Lovies. Happy FriYay!!! I don't know about you, but we are hunkering down for yet another fantastical snow storm. I don't mind. I love snow; I just really don't like having loved ones on the roads when they are shitty. Thankfully for most, it is the weekend and people are home; yet, I have some loved ones that have no choice and are working... it is them I worry about. The only crappy thing about the weather doing its shit is how it effects those of us who deal with excruciating pain and headaches from the change in barometric pressure.  It is a terrible thing; when your life and activities are based on Mother Nature's bipolar moods. I cannot speak for everyone; but when you are affected by both the high and low pressures; you are pretty much fuckered. I send out gentle hugs to everyone who has medical conditions that get much worse when the weather goes all funky. Am I the only one who is shocked at how fast this year is going already? So...