Ramblings of a Canadian Gypsy Phoenix

  Page 119 of 365. Evening Lovies. I hope you all had a great weekend... I cannot really comment on yesterday because I truly feel the federal elections in Canada has literally destroyed any gleam of hope in many, many people's eyes. How's the saying go??? "The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting differet results." ~ ALBERT EINSTEIN I cannot stand politics... I despise politicians, they are all liars who wear suits and constantly need to have a dick swinging contest.  I fear our beautiful Canada remains in the hands of insane and mentally challenged people. Canada has gone to hell, in a hand basket!!! The Liberal Party, under Justin Trudeau (aka Castro), has controlled this country since October 2015. I am trying to think of one thing he did that was beneficial to the citizens of Canada.  I guess, him legalizing marijuana was a plus; but he did that because his wife, at the time,, was growing weed. He has opened the flood gates a...

  Page 117 of 365. Good Morning Lovies. I hope ya'll had a great weekend. Mine has been a bit hectic, but there is a sense of peace back in my bubble.  Don't get me wrong, I love helping people out... I always will; it's the nature of my being. The problem is, sometimes, I over help to the point that it gets detrimental for my own well-being. I came to a very emotional realization last night while watching the Ottawa Senators kick Toronto Maple Leafs asses :)  I am not going to apologize for being a sports fanatic, especially hockey... I am Canadian afterall!!! If you have been following my blogs through the years, you know that Teddybear's birthday is approaching, I struggle around that day even more than his death date because his birthday falls around biological Mother's Day and Mother's Day. I do not celebrate any of those days, especially as I got older.  My son lives in another country, and I don't have a good standing relationship with my daughter rig...

Page 108 of 365. Hello Lovies. I hope you all get to enjoy this long weekend... the signs that Spring is into full swing. I wanna write about this weekend specifically; well, this is where my 'panties get in a twist", so to speak... To Christians, this is one of the most important weekend of their calendar year. They celebrate the execution (ummm death of the sacrificial lamb), of their precious lord and saviour Jesus Christ.  I am not going to share all the religious days that are marked on the calendars, but I am going to bring up the fact that none of the Wiccan holidays are on the calendar. Wicca is a recognized religion, along with Christianity, Judaism, Hinduism, Islam, Buddhism, etc. It seems that most calendars share those religious holidays on the mass calendars... why the prejudice???  I think if you're going to put religious days on the calendar, you need to put ALL of them, or NONE of them!!! I prefer the latter, but who am I, right? The reason this "gets ...

  Day 103 of 365.  Good Afternoon Lovies. I hope this is the beginning of a great week for you. For most of us, this is a short week, as Friday and Sunday are holidays... Holy days, if you will... at least for Christians.  Us, pagans/witches, celebrate Ostara, and then we have May Day. I am a little cynical and call Good Friday... dead guy on a stick day; and Easter Sunday is Zombie Day... Sorry, but not really... Catholicism stole all our holidays, and mixed in our traditions into their ways to entice people to convert... once again, I will NEVER comply to the idiocy of it all!!! I will always give my thanks back to the universe... to nature... to that from which we came from!!! For me, this Monday is the official countdown for another very special reason. I am going to meet my biological sister this coming weekend. I am anxious, but a good anxious. This has been a LONGGGGGGG time coming. I have been searching for my paternal family my whole life... for her, I was a "sur...

Good Afternoon Lovies. I hope your weekend was a good one, and you have a peaceful night before you get back to the grind tomorrow.... I just want to talk a little about shyt happening around here. I am not going to pretend that I know a ton about politics because frankly, I never know who is the bigger idiot in charge... or the lesser of two evils.  All politicians are criminals and liars; out to line their own pockets with the money, of the very people they are supposed to be working for.  All I know is right now, whatever organization is running my country is filled with fktards and they need to get off parliament hill ASAP. I don't know who would be a suitable replacement, but I DO know we cannot do any more years with the Liberals in charge!!! They have been destroying Canada, piece by piece.  Being Canadian, used to be something to be proud of; the world viewed us as polite, loving people... now we are regarded as idiots and fools... thanks to the asshole who curren...

  Page 102 of 365. Good Morning Lovies.  Happy Sunday Funday! It looks like it's a beautiful day out there; I hope you get out and enjoy it. Dare, I say that Spring is officially here???  (I don't want to piss off Mother Nature since we usually get shit weather on Easter weekend... so SHHHH!!!) I was really going to let this shyt slide, but I wouldn't be who I am if I remained silent; and what kind of self respect would I have if I didn't address the fkn ignorance of this person towards me. So the other night I had said "nite" to my person, and was settling in for the night; already disheartened by the lack of "love", or recognition from my own parents when some messages popped up on my FB messenger. (Let's just be thankful that I already had this person on MUTE because they tend to get rude asf with me).  This was what was left... "Yo"  "Hey", 20 minutes later, he says, "Dirt bag"... then proceeds to try to call me ...

Page 101 of 365. Good day my lovies. I hope you are all enjoying this beautiful Saturday afternoon; may your weekend be as fun as you planned them to be :) I am hoping to write at least one crime case in my other blog today. I have four that I am debating to write about; not sure which one will end up in there first.  BUT, this is my personal blog, so let's stick to that... I have, once again, built my heart up for failure and disappointment. You would think, now that I am on my fiftieth trip around the sun, I would have just slammed the door and given up. Unfortunately, my heart doesn't work that way. If I recall correctly, I touched on the subject of my parents sending me a text on a Sunday about my sister being in a serious accident on the previous Thursday... the text proving once again that I am an after thought. My only response to that was, "Thanks for letting me know". Not a peep out of them since. So the other day, my daughter-in-law sent me videos and pictur...

Page 100 of 365. Good Morning Lovies. I hope you're all have a fantastic Thor's Day. Today's blurb is going to be a controversial one; and I am probably going to end up writing all THREE sides of the story, so bear with me as I sort out my thoughts on paper... This morning, on socia media, the police services of a city, about an hour away from mine, had released a statement.  "Shortly before 1:30pm yesterday afternoon, a citizen called the police after locating a newborn baby left on the porch of a residence in the area of sterling Street and Oxford Street East. The baby was transported to hospital by paramedica services, where it remains in good condition..." Officers are concerned for the welfare of the baby's mother and are seeking the public's assistance in identifying and locating her. Now... I am not going to write out comments but I am going to voice what I feel and how some others were expressing... Many, many people, and I found this disturbing, ...

  Page 99 of 365 Good evening my dear lovies. I hope you had a great Wednesday; and wish you all a restful sleep filled with dreams that are sweet. I had to really think about whether I was going to write about this tonight; but as the night drew closer, I felt I had to get this off my chest.... I usually let what people say about me slide off my back... and this time is no different. However, I AM bringing it up because of the SOURCE. I find it extremely interesting that this person still feels the need to have my name slide off his lips, after at least 2 years of not communicating AT ALL!!! Are you that bored with your life??? Are you that fkn miserable??? Is your life lacking so much that you try to dabble into others' lives simply to feel relevant??? WHICH ONE IS IT?  You're only making yourself, and your friends look stupid; to be perfectly honest. You wanna tell people I am crazy? Fkn right I am... I am certifiable! You want to say I "switch on people"... again,...

I am back, and this entry is probably going to cause controvery with some readers; but since this is MY blog... it is MY opinion and I have the right to express it; just as you have the right to your own opinion. I posted the video on my social media last night and it was a news reporter who stated this... "A transwoman wants to be the recipient of a uterus transplant (including the ovaries), not for them to give birth, but for them to be the first transwoman to have an abortion." MAKE THIS MAKE SENSE!!! I am NOT going to make this post about my views on abortion, because I am sure a lot of us will clash there too. I am going to end this blurb here as this is all I wanted to share with my readers. My opinion is that this is completely disturbing on soooooooo many levels; where do you even start??? I think society has let this stupidness gone way too far. I think the government is allowing all this to happen to weed out the weak.... if people continue to "identify" a...

Page 98 of 365. Hi my Lovies.  I hope you all are having a good morning. I am not going to make this a short and blunt blurb as there really isn't much to say about it.  Recently, (I mean it happens all the time, and it is becoming soooo frequent that people are numb to it ~ desensitized if you will!!!), there have been reported a teenager missing, a 15-yr- old female (now it has been reported that there are 2 missing from the same area)...  I do not know the circumstances as to why they are missing, or what the situation was in the moment they were taken; and I do NOT need those details... all I know is children... YES CHILDREN!!!! are missing. My post is not specifically about this case, BUT it IS about the common responses many people have when a young teen, particularly female, goes missing... I was completely appalled, and disgusted beyond words when a guy had the audacity to blame the mother... his exact words were this... "If mom would tell the truth, I'm sre more ...

  Page 94 of 365. Good Afternoon Lovies, a Happy Freyja Day to you all... may your day be blessed and your weekend awesome!!! I know I have been writing a lot about the building I live in, and how bad the slumlords are here... alas, help has been showing up... in the form of tenants, themselves. I am sure some people thought I was exaggerating at how BAD the conditions were in these buildings; but now that others have come forward, I have renewed hope.  I am not going to get into the nitty gritty, I just want to say, I am SUPER proud of those who were fearful of using their voice but are now speaking out. I am excited and rooting for those who worried about retaliation, but now see they are not alone... and our voices WILL be heard!!!  I am not saying this won't be a challenge, and that some people might "flake", what I am saying is this... seeing and reading how many people have come forward has only given me a renewed sense of seeking justice... a sense that this can NO...

Page 92 of 365. Good Morning Lovies. We are supposed to have freezing rain here, I haven't looked outside as the weather doesn't affect my day today (as in, I am not out on the roads or anything like that today) .  I do, however, hope you all have a blessed day and stay safe and warm. I wanna briefly touch on what people often say... "Communication is key!!!"   WRONG!!! The saying should be... "Comprehension is key. You can communicate all you want, but if your words and feelings are not understood/comprehended; you are wasted your breath." I can share a scenario of this... I have had relationships where I could talk until I was blue in the face, explaining how certain things triggered me; and NOTHING would change in their behaviour or words. Don't get it twisted, when I was younger and immature, I was the same way... we all, at one point, have to learn this valuable life lesson. Here's an example of when you know it's the real deal, and you hav...

  Page 91 of 365. Good Morning Lovies. How are you? Truly, I'd like to know. I find a lot of people ask this question but they really don't want to know what you are feeling; they just want to hear the "I'm fine" or the "I'm good"... most don't care to look beyond the words coming out of your mouth.  It's a self-absorbed world we live in, and I just don't think I fit into it. I don't know if I am feeling sad about the world in general, or if I am simply having a pity party LOL... (Gawd, when your sugars are all fkd up, it screws with you mentally HARDCORE!!!) After having a decent day yesterday, one that I am going to keep close to my heart... it's the small things that I love cherishing. I just get frustrated because it ended on a rough note. (Not anyone's fault, it's a daily battle with medical things... it just got to me).... Long story short, I am following the advice of my dietician and began taking my insulin again y...