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Someone

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 I'm damaged goods, I'm complicated I sure do know how to tell a lie Some people say, I ain't worth savin' Sometimes I think they're right It ain't no secret, I can say it I get it wrong most of the time But looking at you right now, baby You're the one thing I got right 'Cause someone else would've walked away Someone else would've never stayed Sure as hell, someone else would've left me A long long time ago, oh oh Someone else would've called my bluff Saying, I ain't even worth their look No one else could've loved me like you do Thank God, my someone's you I wasn't perfect, you were patient I didn't know what you were waiting for I swear I must have found an angel Sent from Heaven's door 'Cause someone else would've walked away Someone else would've never stayed Sure as hell, someone else would've left me A long long time ago, oh oh Someone else would've called my bluff Saying, I ain't ev...

Leave Politics Where it Belongs...

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  This might suck for some of you because I have the writing bug today and I have somethings I need to get off my chest. Just where to start?!! I will talk first about something that is probably my biggest pet peeve currently about sports. I am not the average chick who doesn't watch sports. I literally watch most sports... Thanks to the guys I grew up with. My main sports are hockey and football (yes, CFL and NFL (NFL preferred obviously) and lately both leagues have been soooooo beyond fk'd. Yes I am going there... I am so sick of hearing about Taylor Swift and her current arm candy, Travis Kelce. I turn my TV on to watch FOOTBALL, not some ditzy blonde, cheering for her current flava. Sure, be happy... be "in love" but the game and field isn't the place for it. Honestly, nobody gives a shit. JUST PUT ON THE GAME!!! Sorry, I am still on about the kneeling on the field too. Yes, I understand the WHY, but again, the grid isn't the place for it. I am a HUGE sti...

It's a Great Day to Be Alive!!!

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  Hi Lovies!!! I hope you're all doing fantabulous. Outside, last day of November and it is 9 degrees C... So for all you whinebags who are desperate for tropical weather... enjoy LOL. I cannot wait for the snow. I am one who much prefers to play in snow than in sand... although as I stated to a friend today, if I had to choose any "warm" place to be... it would be Greece; there is NOTHING as breath taking with all that history? Awwwww man!!! Now my heart yearns. Honestly though, our government may be total shit here in Canada, but we DO live in the most beautiful country on earth. I just hate living in a concrete jungle. My heart doesn't belong here at all. I feel homesick being here and I yearn for a place that I haven't been to since being on this earthly plane.  Give me Ireland, Scotland, England, Greenland, Norway, Sweden, Denmark, Iceland... More places that have seriously rich history... some that runs through my veins. My ultimate bucketlist trip is to fol...

I'd Rather It Be Me...

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  Good day Lovies. I hope you're all having an awesome day. This blurb might perturb some but as always, I am going to write what is on my mind and you can either agree or disagree, but you don't have a choice but to respect me. I was having a chat with one of my brothers earlier today. I am not going to reveal his name because I am not one to do that (unless I am in extreme rage or I know its perfectly okay)... anyways, as you all know, I have been going through some rough crap, moreso lately than ever before.  Basically, our convo was about possible remedies, anything that will help ease my pain and anything I can possibly digest and actually keep in... I can never express my gratitude and love for the family we have all created together... all us black sheep, outcasts, misfits and TOTALLY AWESOME people are the greatest tribe anyone could ask for. I love every single one of them. Ugh, sorry... brain is wandering. Back to convo... At one point he commented on how much he wis...

A Witch's Life ~ To Take a Witch's Hand!!!

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 Take a Witch's hand and she will lead you on a journey. A mystical journey of Self Discovery She will lead you to the knowledge that you seek and provide you with the guidance to expand your own. Take a Witch's hand and she will  teach you the Old Ways' then show you how to apply them to the present. So, Take a Witch's hand and enter the realm of Magick ~ where all is possible and nothing is impossible. If you believe!!!

I Am a Runner... But I'm Still Here...

  Hi y'all. I have sooooo many topics flowing through my brain, that I am not even sure where I should start. I just know that my blog is looking pretty bleak from my lack of writing... it's the same with my witchy stuff, I have been slacking so bad, that I am feeling it in my every day waking hours (even the sleeping ones)... Anybody who knows me, knows I can disappear at the drop of a hat, and I am pretty good at it. If you didn't know that about me, then the past 6 months would have been a complete shock to you; another fun fact about me is if I am done with someone, I am completely done. Please don't come at me with their BS. I am living my life and I have zero energy to spare to hate, nor even dislike someone... I wish them well and hope they can enjoy life... it really is that simple. I don't care who he is banging, or if he is in jail or if he is doing the same thing he has done to every chick before me... read my lips... I DO NOT CARE!!! Anyways, I am not in...

Rant of the Day

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  I wasn't sure I would have the strength to do any writing tonight, but I am desperately trying to keep my mind occupied. Is it working? Not so much!!! So here I am, maybe you'll be able to decipher what I am saying... As I have mentioned before I have to go to the cancer clinic and figure out what is the best form of treatment for me, and that scares the shit out of me; but what threw me for a loop was when a friend mentioned the appointment is in 8 days. WTF?!! I know that I lose spaces in time but not a full two weeks. This revelation has put me into full panic mode... chest pains, puking, shakes... you name it, it's happening. I just don't know how I am going to cope with all of this. I am sooooo overwhelmed with it all. I guess the scariest thing right now is the unknown. Am I going to need chemo and radiation? Am I going to need surgery on my stomach?? I got an appt already booked with an orthopedic surgeon who is going to deal with my hip dysplasia, so that'...

This Ain't the Freedom We Were Fighting For

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  This post has been a very long time coming, but it feels that the day after Remembrance Day is the perfect time to sit down and blast off some of my views. Its already been posted; but I'd like to express my eternal gratitude to all the military... past, present and future.  Your sacrifice has given many of us the rights and freedoms you fought for, unfortunately we are living in a new world with some very nasty ass tyranny going on. Our freedoms have been stolen from us for over 3 years now; and if something doesn't happen soon... our children and future generations will be living in a very different country. Many have tried to have a meeting with TPTB, and they were peaceful; not only did the government NOT meet with the citizens (you know, "The Fringe Minority), they started arresting them and towing their trucks away. I want to thank all truckers who were involved with this... you truly are Canada's Heroes and deserve recognition for it. Truckers are the heart...

It's a Random Kinda Day

  Hi everyone. I know it has been a long, long time since I have written; and that is kinda on me. I needed a new laptop as I would solely be using it for writing and keeping my older one for movies, pics, etc. I really miss my writing because it is the absolute most therapeutic thing I could recommend. So this blurb is a RANDOM, in the sense that I am just going to babble about whatever topics come to mind... Ready??? I am once again, going to talk about celebrities and their lives being on full display 24/7 Let's discuss Britney Spears for a moment... Now, most of us have watched BS since even before her and Justin Timberlake were mouseketeers... We all watched as she shot to fame bringing out the mental challenges she would be facing; and dead smack in the spotlight for the world to see. We sat back and watched Britney, shave her head, have complete incontrollable episodes and meltdowns; causing her dad to take conservatorship of BS and anything remotely belonging to her. We, or...

I Feel I Need to Talk About This...

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  Hey y'all. I know it has been quite some time since I have written last but tonight I finally am taking a breath and really feel I need to write a post about recent events that happened in the entertainment world. Now, I know many of you will say, you're writing about someone you don't even know personally, but that isn't really what the post is about... This past weekend, those of us who watch or work within the entertainment industry, especially daytime shows, then you surely have heard about the passing of Billy Miller, who would have turned 44 years old yesterday. Now, I am not one to sit here and write about all these celebs and their personal problems or issues, but Billy's passing IS something that needs to be discussed... more like, the events leading up to his death is a topic people cringe from, but is very prominent in our society. Billy Miller, (may his tormented soul finally find the peace he craved his entire life on this earthly plane), suffered fro...

Tell Me How... Give Me the Strength

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  I really don't even know where I should begin this blurb. I literally wrote the title 4 days ago, trying to find the words that will not come... This is pretty much a first for me. I love speaking my mind and expressing my true self in my blogs, but tonight, I struggle. I guess I could say that "Life is just hitting a little too close to home", for my liking. We talk about family, and then we talk about "FAMILY"... IYKYK ... I am not about to go into the depths of what means what to me and why one is far more precious than the other, even though it is very pertinent to this story. As many of you know, I was raised up in a pretty messed up way, ending up on the very busy, dangerous streets of one of the biggest cities in my country, as a mere teenager (barely 14). I had to learn to be my own hero most of the time. Trauma caused me not to trust anything from anyone, but I did it. I did it without alcohol nor any type of drug; but I still don't think that des...

So Let Me Get This Right

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 Okay, so I am very confused, frustrated and outraged at the lengths our government in Canada are going to. I am sooooo fkn tired of how all these sheeple continue to allow such things to go on. It appears that us, wolves, are few and far between... everything we say falls on deaf ears and I am flat out going to say it, "We are ALL doomed if a revolution/rebellion doesn't happen soon". I fear for all people, even the braindead ones who are blinded to reality. The Canadian government... I refuse to call them "my" government because these idiots in charge are not by any means people who should be making any kind of rules or laws or bills that have anything to do with what once used to be our beautiful homeland; something we could be proud of. Now let me get to what this blurb is really about... With everything that has gone on the past few years, with this COVID bullshit and Emergency Act... we were all talking about how we are going to end up having to live off t...

Putting it Out There

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Anyone out there struggling with life... like in general?  I am not sure what is going on with the planets, or the alignments but this world we are living in is a complete shitshow.  I am finding that sooooooo many people are suffering right now and no one has any idea why. I know it has a lot to do with so many planets going into retrograde and how we are slowly approaching the solar max, of Solar Cycle 25... it layman's terms this means we are in for a MASSIVE change towards the end of this year and into the next.   What does this mean? The Solar cycle hitting it's peak is not going to be fun for a lot of us; it is also arriving a year earlier than was expected and it will reign "wrath" on us, here on Earth, for at least the next five years. Doesn't sound that promising does it?  I always giggle when people try to tell me that the solar system... celestial events have no effect on people and animals... I am here to tell you that is completely wrong. If the moo...

Facts

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    Morning y'all. Today I am not sure how long this blurb is going to be, but I need to put this out into the universe, as it doesn't seem to be too clear to some people in my life. So PLEASE PAY ATTENTION!!! I have been in a relationship for quite a while, which ended on very messed up terms. I needed some change, as I could not fall into old patterns. I need the time now to find myself again, to love myself again and to become the person I am inside. I was never one to take crap from people. I never used to allow people to have any type of control over me... I have been robbed of my self-respect; my generosity and unending love has been taken for granted for years and I needed to stop that cycle. That being said, people need to respect what I am saying and what I NEED right now. I have repeatedly told people that I am in NO position to get together with someone at this point. I am NOT even entertaining any type of relationship because a. its not fair to the new person to ca...

Life... Make It As You Like

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  Today will once again be a weird kind of entry. I have so much on my mind that I don't even know where to begin... but as a friend said to me the other day, "The beginning of the middle of the beginning of the end." I talk a lot about religion and spirituality. I am going to start with a warning that this blurb may not be so PC that people will want it to be. I have ZERO problems with whatever people want to believe, my issue is shoving belief systems down others throats. Don't get it twisted, I am all for learning about different religions and belief systems and I can appreciate a good conversation about it, as long as everyone stays open minded and can respect others views as just that. You don't have to agree with everyone nor everything, just respect it. I am not going to go into a deep story right now, but I am not a church goer at all. I DO believe in God, but I think organized religion is horrible. I feel that your relationship with God or whoever you wor...