Ramblings of a Canadian Gypsy Phoenix

  Page 321 of 366. Good Afternoon Lovies. I know, I have been writing a lot about events that have been happening around us/me lately; a lot of it ranting about things that have either boggled my mind or have troubled it. Today's entry is going to be a bit different... I want to discuss something that is troubling my heart. I know I preach a lot about how others' opinions of me are not my business... and I still stand by those words. I've heard some nasty words spewed at me, and about me. I have learned over the years to create this heavy, invincible shell around me to not really allow anyone to get to my heart.  This has been no small feat because I have soooo much empathy for people. As many of you can guess, I was educated from the SCHOOL OF HARD KNOCKS and the lessons from the school ~ well, let's just say, they are literally until we take our last breath on this earthly plane. This particular lesson I am talking about is all matters of the heart. When I looks back,...

  Page 320 of 366. Good Afternoon Lovies. Today has been one of many little conversations on various subjects.  Discussing the boxing match between Mike Tyson and Jake Paul tonight to the Taylor Swift concert to the crazy post about the shooting death of a civilian here, in Hamilton last weekend.  I, of course, am SUPER stoked that the Double Blues, THE TORONTO ARGONAUTS are in the Grey Cup this weekend...  So it looks like it is a fun-filled few days ahead :) I want to bounce around on a few things that I have been noticing a lot lately. I am in a group called THE LIES IN THE BIBLE; and for some reason, members are consistently bringing up people's races. I am finding this soooooo fucking annoying. I will repeat to no end... I am NOT a bible thumper. I am NOT a Christian. I do NOT agree with any sort of organized man-made religion; if you do, I mean no disrespect, we simply will agree to disagree. When people continue to write that the Bible was written by white sup...

Canadian Government has banned Canadians from sharing news links on social media... to me, this is an essential story to get out to the world. The police here are 100% wrong and they are now trying to change the narrative. Don't let this story be buried under the rug!!! You will                                         NOT silence me!!!

  Page 319 of 366. Good Afternoon Lovies. I hope you all have a fantabulous Thor's Day!!! I gotta say, it's a cool Autumn afternoon and I am thoroughly enjoying the cooler weather... I am definitely what you'd call a fall/winter baby.  I am writing this blurb because of some events that happened this week; triggering some memories and emotions in me.  Please remember I will try to keep this as anonymous as possible because some parts are not my story to tell... I have heard through the years, how people have passed away in their homes, and their bodies (human shells) are not discovered for days or even weeks by family members or loved ones. Is this the norm for people who actually have family members in their lives??? I guess I have always viewed "family" in this picturesque kind of way. I don't know if it's because I never really had the traditional family, people speak of; or if I've heard the bastardized version: "blood is thicker than water...

  Page 318 of 366. Good Evening Lovies. I am a lil slow today with writing. I am feeling a bit under the weather today; actually A LOT under the weather, which isn't the norm for me. I am usually okay, or hospital sick... not really in the middle. I am sure mental health is playing a role in it; but I have been trying to not hide away in my apartment 24/7, and be as social as I can, without pushing myself over the edge with my anxiety.  I don't really leave the building... it's something I am finding an impossibility for me lately, unless I go with someone else... I know it sounds odd, but the older I am getting, the worse my social anxiety is getting... I simply cannot tolerate people... weird, right?!! Considering that people see me as a social butterfly ont he outside, when I really am not.  I like my space. I prefer to curl up and be in my own bubble. It's always too peoplely around and there's wayyyyyyy too much drama in other's lives for me to really care ...

  Hi all. I guess I should say, "Good Evening" as it's technically after 6pm and ti's dark as hell outside... As some of you know, I am dealing with quite a few health issues, as so many others in the world... I do have to say, I am very glad that my family doctor is NOT a pill-pusher; however my difficulty is that it is necessary for me to take man-made medications to live.  I struggle a lot of the time (TRUTHFULLY???), because other people tell me I don't need the medication; that it's bullshit. It's all in your head. Do you know the side effects??? Et cetera... I take a lot of what is thrown at me to heart; especially when it comes to my mental health and well-being. A lot of people do not understand that it is a life long struggle because when you hear those words said to you ALL the time, when you feel good and happy, you truly believe you are better and go off your medication.  I know... I have done it MANY times!! Then it may be days, weeks or possi...

  Hi. Not really in the mood for any type of salutations today. It's Day 317 of 366... and here comes out my passionate side... my "I am fkn pissed off, and you best be fkn running" side!!! A video popped up on my social media this morning, and don't worry, I will be posting the link to it at the end of this blurb... As you all know, here in Canada we celebrated, honoured, respected our fallen heroes, our military, our men, women and animals that have/had served our country to give us the freedoms we have enjoyed and continue to fight for, even now... I understand this is a day that most countries honour their fallen, but I do NOT know their customs and I won't pretend I know it all (as I don't). What I DO know, is that every year at the 11th hour, of the 11th day of the 11th month; we Canadians take 2 minutes of silence to honour and reflect on those who lost their lives fighting for our freedoms... that being said; we also sing our National Anthem (the REAL ...

  You all know I am a nerd when it comes to celestial events; not just because I am a witch, but I constantly observe how these events effect humans' behaviour and the effect it has on our environment (lands & oceans)... I first want to talk about events are happening in January 2025, that I firmly believe is going to coincide withthe latest news... January 2 and 3rd, we are expected to have a fairly big meteor shower. Anyone who observes the skies or geeks out like I do, don't really feel impressed with that news; but there is something that is quickly following that... There is a comet called C/2024 G3 aka ATLAS. Some scientists are already calling it the "Best Comet of 2025". It has been said that this comet will get the closest to the Sun (compared to any recent comet).  This means ATLAS could very well be seen by the naked eye ~ and visible during the day!!! Unfortunately for us Canadians and Americans might not be able to see it, as the best visibility will ...

  I know, I am probably overwhelming my readers with my blurbs about Remembrance Day; but between all of the history we have studied and with all that is happening around us... It feels like it is urgent that everyone remembers who we are; what our country stands for, and most of all... THE BLOOD, SWEAT, AND TEARS THAT GAVE US THIS BEAUTIFUL, FREE COUNTRY!!!  (Yes, although we are in very difficult times, we are still FREE!) Erasing history by changing names of streets and buildings, or tearing down statues is NOT what this world needs... we need to keep those around as reminds of what happened and for history to not repeat itself.  We cannot rewrite history, we cannot change the narrative to suit whatever agenda that is convenient at the time... FACTS ARE FACTS!!! With all that being said... I would like to post something, that as a child and young adult, a poem we recited every year, to commemorate the fallen... to remember them, to thank them, to recognize the sacrific...

  Page 316 of 366. Good Afternoon my Lovies. Today, on the 11th day of the 11th month... at the 11th hour, us Canadians spent two minutes in silence remembering those who have lost their lives. Church bells ring and we hear the bugle sounding "Last Post and Reveille (Rouse)". It draws the symbolic association between the soldier's last duty of sitting sentry (death) and his rising above his mortal duties (reveille). Those who have selflessly given their lives to ensure that their loved ones, in their generation and generations to follow would have the freedoms, all people deserve.  TODAY WE HONOUR THEM!!!  Men, women, animals, and dare I say children even; because even though at 18 years of age, someone is considered  to be an adult; to me that is still a child, who had a whole life to live. I know we all have someone who we are personally connected to, one way or another, who was/is a veteran or someone currently serving out military.  This honour and respect a...

  Afternoon everyone. I know I have spoken about this criminal case in my crime blog; and even though it may not be known world-wide; it is definitely known throughout Canada and is actually personal for some of us.  I'm talking about Paul Bernardo and Karla Homolka case. I am not going to get into the nitty gritty of the case because frankly, even mentioning their names puts a bitter taste in my mouth. I read an article that PB is up for parole AGAIN. Can someone who is actually of sound mind explain to me how this PIG is still alive? He raped countless women/girls (he admitted to 14); killed 2 teenagers, sodomized at least two other young girls and there were assaults he never faced consequences for... Therein, lies my question... There is irrefutable proof of this sadist fuck committing all of these crimes, yet he has been sitting in prison since 1995. He is a serial killer and rapist... Can ANYONE explain WHY the taxpayers are housing monsters (and calling him that is an i...

  Page 315 of 366. Good Morning Lovies. First off, I know it is NFL Sunday... but I want to acknowledge that the Toronto Argos are off to the Grey Cup... YESSSSSSSS!!!  It's bound to be fun times as I got a friend, or two are die-hard Winterpeg Blue Bomber fans... Meet ya on the grid ~ 6pm November 17th fuckers!!! (Ps. All you Pussycat fans... Kiss my Grits!!!) Today, it finally feels like a fall day. Its about 9 degrees and raining... dreary to many, but serene and soothing for my soul.  Why do people have to hate the rain so much??? I could turn this blurb into a rant about what our insane city is trying to pull with its citizens. I am absolutely appalled by the balls and lack of common sense in this world. I guess that article was right that posted the eulogy for it... THE DEATH OF COMMON SENSE Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ag...

Page 314 of 366. Good Afternoon Lovies. I hope you all have a fun and safe weekend. Let's hope for you that the rain holds off, (although I secretly wish it would pour and pour and pour some more to give my own body some relief...) .  I really get frustrated with this time of the year, because it's like we are in our what??? Second summer or third fall???  Who knows at this point... LOL All I know, is the weather apps are saying it is 94% rain tomorrow; but warm, so who really knows!!! Let's get to the topic at hand... I am going to post an article that I hope you will take the time to read, please keep in mind that I am always craving knowledge. This article peaked my interest as I have been having a lot of discussions about the Annunaki, the Sumerians, the Ancient Mesopotamia civilization, etc. Scientists find 3,000-year-old glitch in Earth's Magnetic Field I am not going to claim that I am a "know-it -all" when it comes to anything Ancient; and when it come...

Afternoon y'all. I just felt the need to write this afternoon as I had been in "lala" land the past few days... hell, maybe for the past few years; who knows, at any rate. I am here. I am rising. I walked over the hot coals and am still standing. I am not a quitter... as my famILY often reminds me... most people, if they have been through even a tenth of the shyt I have been through, they wouldn't even be on this earthly plane any more.  I tend to hope they would be, but that's the empath in me (fortunately, or unfortunately). Anyways, I am not here to babble on about the woes of this life or the hardships we all go through, as someone I love had pointed out... there is no comparison to someone's pain. I t isn't a competition. They are right... what could be absolutely devastating to one person, could be miniscule to another. Kind of like what is the norm for one, is detrimental for another... just look at the spider and the fly scenario and you'd get ...

Page 313 of 366. Good Morning Lovies. I hope you all had a restful sleep and that the day greets you and keeps only good things for you all.  I apologize for not posting the past few days; I have been dealing with a "funk" of my own and thought it best to stay away from posting anything as I prefer not to post out of anger and spit the venom that is so richly deserved at that time and still now... I will however state that nothing and no one is going to ever have that much power over me that they will change who and how I am...  Sorry, not 1 person in this world is worth having control of my emotions and my inner being. You want to break me??? Nah dude; ain't happening!!! I have been through way too much shyt for a pissant like you to even make me stumble; just remember that! I don't play the victim. I am not a victim. In fact, I am not even a survivor. I am a fucking WARRIOR!!! Now that I got that off my chest, I wanna talk about how much I need to express my gratitu...

Page 310 of 366. Good Morning Lovies. I have a curious question for y'all... Did any of you read the comics/novel were written by Alan Moore with illustrations by David Lloyd about Guy Fawkes???  If you haven't, have you watched the 2005 movie of these comics called "V For Vendetta"??? There is a method to my madness.... Before I get into the importance of this mask and why it is used today, I probably should explain the history of it; as it is quite prominent with what is happening all around us these days... The Guy Fawkes mask (also known as the V for Vendetta mask or Anonymous mask) is a stylised depiction of Guy Fawkes, who is probably the most popular and well-known member of the GUNPOWDER PLOT (a plot to blow up the House of Lords in London on November 5th, 1605) . David Lloyd designed the mask as a smiling face with red cheeks, a wide moustache upturned at both ends, and a thin vertical pointed beard, worn in the graphic novel's narrative by anarchist pro...